

today was ella's first day of french preschool. the teachers speak french and the children speak french...everything is in french (days of the week, months of the year, colors, etc.) so this is a new experience. we had been to visit a couple of times and she was excited to start. we prayed together the whole way there. i told ella that her name meant "light" and that is what she was going to be in her classroom. she said, "it is dark?" we talked about how people who don't know the Lord are in darkness, but those who know him are in the light, and so it is us who in the light who have to shine his love. she like that.
i think we (me and ella) were both a little nervous upon arrival. i took her to her classroom and when i gave her a hug she clung to me. one of the teachers in a class next door spoke english and we had met her before so she took ella and helped her get adjusted to the class. as i drove home i prayed and prayed. i prayed for her all morning. i kept thinking,"what the heck am i doing? i am in a foreign country. something can happen to her. what kind of mother am i?" bad, bad thoughts. i had to cling to what i knew was true. the Lord is her protector, we have a peace about her being in school, she is ready to learn french, and she will have fun. i picked her up a little early because i was afraid she might have been crying all morning. i was pleasantly surprised to see her playing with another little girl...i have no idea what they could have been talking about. i asked her what her favorite part about school was and she told me "coloring and when you come to pick me up." she does want to go back, but not tomorrow. maybe in a few days. i think we will start out with twice a week and then possibly work up to three. i am so proud of her. she is so brave. way to go ella!
















